Overload
When the sense of becoming overwhelmed begins...
This year so far has been full of challenges; personal and as an artist.
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The strain was beginning to show, to me at least and the more I struggled the more I expected of myself. Stronger, quicker superhuman...I was actually managing this quite well...even when a large publication asked to produce a Special Feature on me and my artwork for their magazine. Photoshoot, reporter interview...it grew and grew until I ended up on the front cover! All fantastic except I have to be on the main, an reclusive remember? So all is done, achieved, survived until I'm in contact with the unpleasantness of particular individuals within the world
I was already dealing with PTSD since 2011, was having health issues and direct contact with human beings is not on my priority list!
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So the artwork continues..my release, my air, my saviour...and a smile can hide a million hurts...
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Art can be many things...simply a pretty picture is not one of them.
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